You know that feeling you get, when you take a good long look at your life and you think "fuck it all"?.. I do too. You're just too tired to do anything but smoke because it is so chiiiiiiill. You go to a reality so far from your own. It is so careless, there are no responsibility, laws or crap like that. By god it is an exquisite feeling. In your stoned head you can do whatever the fuck you want. Stare at a wall for 30 minutes straight and still be entertained. It's like being a child again. Everything is new and fascinating and you know nothing about the troubles that undoubtly will screw you up when you get older. This is wonderful, but please... Try not to make it a habit. I have a couple of times before. And i got to admit; it ain't that cool in the long run. Those days you can't remember doing anything start blending in with the days you actually did do something and in the end you can't remember doing anything because you can't tell this day from that. And then you remember you had to do something and you don't do it anyway because fuck that. At some point though, you will probably realize that this ain't much better than your real life and reducing your weed smoking habit. But then again... In the end i guess it doesn't even matter and nobody except authorities actually give a shit about how much weed you or I smoke. Just try and keep it special, please
